Monday, June 12, 2006
decided not to go amsterdam after all. i guess travelling alone isn't much fun. its always the people with you that makes or breaks it. or for me that is.
well. so after studying abroad for a year. what have i achieved? nothing on paper i must say. not in any leadership position save for NSW which is more like an orientation leader.
intellectual capacity? i presume that mathematical equations and calculations make one smarter. really.
a new sense of independence? maybe. if that's the case, why do i still feel the need to have human companionship?
maturity? perhaps. but is being mature all that great? to have a heavy heart of lead, not being able to let loose and go all out.
i guess this past year has been a year of self discovery, realising that i'm not as strong as i thought i was, realising that the world is such a complex place to live in, and of course, making new friends and finding common interests.
damn it. i just want to be back in minnesota. and singapore.